Monday, August 31, 2009
pretence
i am ANNOYED.
perhaps its my own fault.
Random Notes:
-the flower rain was nice today.
-expectations are scary
-convict music
i need your firebreath
buried in my throat
like a fire wild europhic
burning through my soul
i need your grand escalation
in each rythmic pulsation
of your broken breath
and soaring moment
:?
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 11:57 PM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
Sunday, August 30, 2009
mad hatter
now you see him now you dont.
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 10:03 PM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
Saturday, August 22, 2009
chemical equilibria
im at war with my own heart.
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 9:45 PM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
lawl
squash you.
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 8:40 PM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Burn baby burn
Im major wreck, i cant believe
All the shit you throw at me
The more i look away
The more i see
You were trouble which i cant resist
Flames that draws me in
Im a stupid moth captivated by your burning rings
Wings that were granted to me to fly
Short things spewing up nonsense high
My deck of cards are spilling over;
i dont give a damn
For what we are riding on
A whale of fire
A sea of red
We'll all burn in this fire paradise
We are sinners
We are kings
We are raptured by the world of light
Our fire,
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 5:24 PM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
memory
wow. a single blardy photo made up my mind for me.
when i couldnt make up my mind for a few years.
i hope this is the right decision.
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 12:17 AM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
Sunday, August 16, 2009
tribal island
i gave up!
just like that!
you are not worth it after all.
mmm-
wont be going to school on monday tuesday and wednesday.
and no, you dont need to know why unless i told you.
and no again, i didnt do anything wrong.
i gave up totally on everything that meant the world to me
its feels really good to be free(:
we sing freedom
but what is freedom?
the wings under us are spreading again
as we fly over this ravaged land
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 5:07 PM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
Friday, August 14, 2009
Time played a joke on me,
But it is not my place to go,
Not my fight to fight,
Not my role to know.
I heard that story i had been waiting to hear all along,
While my cog of destiny turns against time.
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 5:27 PM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
Thursday, August 13, 2009
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 11:52 PM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Ripping up the Dance Fl00r
i treasure you too much to tell you the uncertain truth.
uncertain? uncertain to me perhaps.
but a truth which i suspect you know already.
and will probably keep it to yourself like i would.
if you dont suspect, it doesnt matter either.
as long as you stay there in the spotlight for me.
Some things are just not meant to be said anymore.
not.. anymore. it still hurts. alot. from before.
and so it shall be, unless
chem spa tmr, rawks.
i shall set fire to the lab and make headlines woooo
and many thanks to rabbit for teaching me the chem stuffs ahaha.
i really appreciate it.
really, alot.
you just hauled my ass from the fire, literally.
so many things to do, so little time.
im scared seriously.
which kinda doesnt explain why im wasting time blogging.
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 10:59 PM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
Monday, August 10, 2009
Out-of-the-world
had the wierdest dream yesterday.
These 2 friends that i know appeared randomly in the middle of another normal dream and kept telling me "you gui, ni li mian you gui", literally translated into got ghost, theres a ghost inside you. I had this dream for two times already the last few months but both stopped here. Then this dream actually continued where one of them moved up and grabbed at something next to me and the last thing i remembered was an extremely wierd feeling like something was torn from me and i woke up in shock and feeling light.
The wierd thing is that usually you dont feel anything in a dream, but this feeling is like a physical feeling, almost like when someone tries to tear your soul from your body kind of feeling. Damn wierd feeling. I wonder why im blogging this up.
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 11:46 AM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
Sunday, August 09, 2009
i granted myself one true lie,
and now i have two left.
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 4:27 PM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
Genie
ghosts of my past
by my cursed right
i grant thee one true wish
and three false lies
fear my wrath
and lament my tragedy in vain
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 1:19 AM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
Saturday, August 08, 2009
timbre
haha.
i dont care anymore.
go run, go hide
in your little hole of pain and agony
i cant be bothered.
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 12:41 PM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Beast
What happens when everything you have been fighting for turns back and bite you?
Despite all that you have done?
Go away.
I am wounded, and the wounded is merciless to those who provoke them.
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 8:20 PM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
Saturday, August 01, 2009
Telling stone- ORACLEVER;1
A particular conversation with a rabbit(yes, i speak rabbitish. Nibbity-Nib?) reminded me about a particularly annoying/saddening/blue fact.
"How does she know...?
She doesnt."
Yes, she really doesnt.
And i have no intention of telling either.
Theres no point in telling her if she doesnt realise it herself.
My silence could hurt me much.
But telling would cost me much more.
x!Ra(WR)oN! is wasting his time at 4:03 PM x
] x On A HiGh LifE x [
